I went ahead and went on the "Walk to Remember" today even if I was late. I'm so sorry I was. Thank you for going with me and for letting me know you did. I love you and I could never ever forget you.
Love, Mama

















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B.J. is sharing this memory site with his two baby brothers Billy "Wayne" Outlaw and Charles "Buck" Outlaw that were born 3 1/2 months too early on Jan. 26, 1986 and did not survive. Though we did not get to know them like we wanted to, they have always been and will always be very much a part of our lives. We will love and miss them forever. How we long for the day that we get to hold them in our arms for the very first time.
Until we do, big brother B.J. is helping Jesus take good care of them for us. We know they are getting the best of care.
B-is for Beautiful little one.
I-is for Innocent.
L-is for the Love his Mama has for him.
L-is for his Life that ended much too soon..
Y-is for the Yearning I have in my heart for him.
W-is for the Wonderful little man I know he is.
A-is for Always in my heart.
Y-is for his Yummy little kisses I wish I could have gotten.
N-is for Never ever forgotten.
E-is for Everything I've had to miss out on.











B.J. loved Dr Pepper, he always had one and if for some reason he didn't you could be sure he was on his way for one.
How you loved your Dr Pepper!
I have lost count at all the times we watched the sunset. We used to go up to the roadside park out by Lometa and watch the sun go down. We used to joke about being able to fly into the sky as the sun was going down. Just a couple of Kids wanting to be superheros!

On the days when it just gets too lonely I think about meeting you at heavens shores. I'm sure when we all get to heaven you will want a raft to float out in the water, and you'll probably fall asleep doing it like you used to.
Buddy I never dreamed that we would have to set you free but that time came and it was the hardest thing we could have ever done.

Oh B.J. I set here and think of all the times we had and all the memories that we made and yet I still wish and long for more of them. If we were to see you now it wouldn't be soon enough, we miss you so much.
We sure were some silly little kids weren't we! We had and still have such a close bond and I know it can never be lost and one day, when God calls us all home, we will be just as silly and loving as ever!
B.J. LIVED, HE DIED, AND NOW HE WILL LIVE FOREVER!
| Walk to Remember |
I went ahead and went on the "Walk to Remember" today even if I was late. I'm so sorry I was. Thank you for going with me and for letting me know you did. I love you and I could never ever forget you.
Love, Mama
| Your little brother and sister |
Oh B.J. did you see Johnathan and Sarah at church tonight? They were just pouring their hearts out and got such good blessings. I'm so proud of both of them. I'll always believe that Johnathan was filled with the gift of the Holy Ghost the night you left but he doesn't remember. But tonight he was filled again and this time he's old enough he won't ever forget. Isn't the Lord just so good? He told me he was sad cause he wished you were there but Buddy I think you were weren't you?
Love, Mama


| Your Mama has gone crazy! |
| Your little sister Kayla |
| CATHY~MOM OF DAVID GIRAUD~*~ | THINKING OF YOU!!!!* |

| Baby Eli's Mommy! | "Happy 4th of July" |

| Jo-Ann~ Lauren Pacenta's mom | Happy 4th of July |

| Dianne/Mom of Nicholas White | Sending Plenty of Wishes for a Happy 4th of July! |

| Margaret Buonpane | Happy July 4th! |















