Boys your candles burned bright tonight at the Wave of Lights and your lights will shine in my heart forever.Love, Mama
| Mama | Wave of Lights 12/8/2019 | December 8, 2019 |
| Mama | Johnathan brought me a rabbit and frogs 12/1/2019 | December 1, 2019 |
| Mama | Manna found colored gems 12/1/2019 | December 1, 2019 |
| Mama | Glass Flower 12/1/2019 | December 1, 2019 |
B.J. I couldn’t find any of the pretty glass beads or marbles to add to your grave today and for that I’m sorry. I will find some later and take out there I promise. I did find a pretty glass flower for you tho that reminds me of your brown butterflies and I took you a new Dr Pepper. I hope you like them. I love you Buddy and miss you so very much.| Mama | Your 16th Angel Day 12/1/2019 | December 1, 2019 |
| Mama | We cleaned your grave today.11/30/209 | November 30, 2019 |
| Mama | Almost 16 years 11/27/2019 | November 27, 2019 |
I smile, I laugh, I live but just under the surface there is always tears. Even when they don’t roll down my face they are falling on my heart and that kind hurts even worse. This Sunday will be 16 years since you went to Heaven and anyone that thinks I’m over it or should be by now is wrong. I will never get over you being gone. I miss you all the time. Sometimes...like last night...I look at your pictures and I want to scream “I can’t believe you’re gone” yet reality stinks. I don’t tho cause it wouldn’t do any good. Tears...I love you and miss you so much. Sometimes life can be so unfair.| Mama | Your Chocolate Pudding Pie11/27/2019 | November 27, 2019 |
| Mama | Johnathan’s 18th Birthday 11/22/2019 | November 22, 2019 |
| Mama | We hung your ornaments 11/19/2019 | November 19, 2019 |
| Mama | Lala’s 32nd Birthday 11/12/19 | November 12, 2019 |
| Mama | Elijah Bug got baptized in Jesus name 11/10/19 | November 10, 2019 |
| Mama | Johnathan got baptized in Jesus name 11/10/19 | November 10, 2019 |
I know you were watching Buddy but I wanted to tell you anyway. Johnathan got baptized by Brother Yancy today. He had gotten baptized by Dad when he was 4 years old (on your birthday) but he felt the need to be rebaptized now that he really understands it. I’m so proud of him and I know you are too.| Mama | Remembering Wayne and Buck 10/15/2019 | October 15, 2019 |
| Mama | Miss Lily’s 7th Birthday 9/21/2019 | September 21, 2019 |
| Mama | Sarah Beth’s 26th Birthday 9/21/2019 | September 21, 2019 |
| Mama | Your Wishing Well Planter 9/16/2019 | September 16, 2019 |
| Mama | Elijah Bug’s 13th Birthday 9/2/2019 | September 3, 2019 |
| Mama | Tears 8/1/2019 | August 1, 2019 |
B.J. I checked the mail today and got this card. It’s from the children’s dialysis center in Austin. You haven’t been on dialysis for over 16 years yet still it brought instant tears to my eyes. I have no idea why they would still send this to us after so many years. I’m thankful you’re healthy now (I would never want to take that away from you) but if you were still here I would gladly take care of you for the rest of my life.