| Mama | Glass Flower 12/1/2019 | December 1, 2019 |
B.J. I couldn’t find any of the pretty glass beads or marbles to add to your grave today and for that I’m sorry. I will find some later and take out there I promise. I did find a pretty glass flower for you tho that reminds me of your brown butterflies and I took you a new Dr Pepper. I hope you like them. I love you Buddy and miss you so very much.| Mama | Your 16th Angel Day 12/1/2019 | December 1, 2019 |
In Loving Memory of B.J.
Buddy you made a difference in so many lives and you are loved and missed so very much.
| Mama | We cleaned your grave today.11/30/209 | November 30, 2019 |
Buddy, Dooley went out with me today and helped me get your grave cleaned up for your 16th angel day tomorrow. We made it look nice for you.
| Mama | Thanksgiving 11/28/2019 | November 28, 2019 |
Happy Thanksgiving boys, I love y’all.| Mama | Almost 16 years 11/27/2019 | November 27, 2019 |
I smile, I laugh, I live but just under the surface there is always tears. Even when they don’t roll down my face they are falling on my heart and that kind hurts even worse. This Sunday will be 16 years since you went to Heaven and anyone that thinks I’m over it or should be by now is wrong. I will never get over you being gone. I miss you all the time. Sometimes...like last night...I look at your pictures and I want to scream “I can’t believe you’re gone” yet reality stinks. I don’t tho cause it wouldn’t do any good. Tears...I love you and miss you so much. Sometimes life can be so unfair.| Mama | Your Chocolate Pudding Pie11/27/2019 | November 27, 2019 |
B.J. I got your chocolate pudding pie made today. I sure wish you could be here tomorrow for Thanksgiving to help us eat it.| Mama | Johnathan’s 18th Birthday 11/22/2019 | November 22, 2019 |
Today is your little brothers 18th birthday. How I wish you were here to spend it with him. Let him feel you close today.| Mama | We hung your ornaments 11/19/2019 | November 19, 2019 |
Boys we hung your ornaments on the Memorial trees at the mall tonight. How I wish things were different and you were here.| Mama | Lala’s 32nd Birthday 11/12/19 | November 12, 2019 |
Today is Lala’s birthday. Let her feel you close because I know it’s a tough day for her and it should be a wonderful one.| Mama | Elijah Bug got baptized in Jesus name 11/10/19 | November 10, 2019 |
Your nephew Elijah Bug got baptized by Brother Yancy today too. I’m so proud!| Mama | Johnathan got baptized in Jesus name 11/10/19 | November 10, 2019 |
I know you were watching Buddy but I wanted to tell you anyway. Johnathan got baptized by Brother Yancy today. He had gotten baptized by Dad when he was 4 years old (on your birthday) but he felt the need to be rebaptized now that he really understands it. I’m so proud of him and I know you are too.| Mama | Remembering Wayne and Buck 10/15/2019 | October 15, 2019 |
Remembering my babies Wayne and Buck today and always.
| Mama | Miss Lily’s 7th Birthday 9/21/2019 | September 21, 2019 |
Today is your little niece Lily’s 7th birthday. I hope you let her feel you near.| Mama | Sarah Beth’s 26th Birthday 9/21/2019 | September 21, 2019 |
Today is your little sister Sarah’s 26th birthday. I hope you let her feel you near.| Mama | Your Wishing Well Planter 9/16/2019 | September 16, 2019 |
Buddy, with Dooley’s help I put shingles on your wishing well yesterday because the tar and rocks weren't working as good as I had hoped. It ain't perfect because I didn’t have a clue what I was doing but I still like it. I hope you do too. I love you B.J. and miss you so much.
| Mama | Elijah Bug’s 13th Birthday 9/2/2019 | September 3, 2019 |
Yesterday was Bug’s 13th birthday. It’s so hard to believe he that old already. He’s growing up so fast. Gosh I wish he could have known y’all.| Mama | Tears 8/1/2019 | August 1, 2019 |
B.J. I checked the mail today and got this card. It’s from the children’s dialysis center in Austin. You haven’t been on dialysis for over 16 years yet still it brought instant tears to my eyes. I have no idea why they would still send this to us after so many years. I’m thankful you’re healthy now (I would never want to take that away from you) but if you were still here I would gladly take care of you for the rest of my life.
| Mama | My Gift 8/1/2019 | August 1, 2019 |
B.J.look what I found on the front porch this morning. Isn’t it beautiful? It says, just whisper my name and I’ll be there. It has your Senior picture on it and two butterflies. I don’t know who made it. The person I thought did said it wasn’t her. No matter who did, it’s beautiful and it touched and blessed my heart.
| Mama | Ian’s 10th Birthday 7/31/2019 | July 31, 2019 |
Today is Ian’s 10th birthday boys. Let him feel your love from Heaven.| Mama | Sweet Ella Rain’s 1st Birthday 7/8/2019 | July 8, 2019 |
Today is sweet Ella Rain’s 1st birthday. Send her love from Heaven boys.
