| Mama | Happy 31st Birthday B.J. 5/17/2015 | May 17, 2015 |
Buddy it was just Johnathan and I celebrating your birthday with your birthday pie today but we made sure to include you in it the best we could. Later Dooley came over and had a slice too. I wish you could have known him. You would love him, he's such a nice man and he's the best friend I've ever had.| Mama | Mother's Day 5/10/2015 | May 10, 2015 |
| Mama | Happy Easter 4/5/2015 | April 5, 2015 |
Boys, sometimes I sit and think of what I've been through in life and when I do it's then that I realize more than ever just how much I've had to depend on the Lord. He really is the reason I can face my tomorrows. He is faithful Always and All Ways.| Mama | Happy St Patrick's Day! 3/17/2015 | March 17, 2015 |
Happy St Patrick's Day boys, oh how I wish you were here.
| Mama | Amanda's 32nd birthday 3/3/2015 | March 3, 2015 |
Today was Manna's birthday, I hope y'all let her feel you near.
| Mama | Valentines Day 2/14/2015 | February 14, 2015 |
Happy Valentines Day boys, I love you and miss you so much. Oh how I wish you were here.| Mama | Happy Birthday Boys...1/26/2015 | January 26, 2015 |
Happy Birthday Wayne and Buck, I love you and miss you both so much. It's hard to believe you would be 29 years old now. Sure wish you were here.| Mama | It's happened...1/16/2015 | January 16, 2015 |
Daddy is gone...it's just me and Johnathan now.
| Mama | Happy New Year 1/1/2015 | January 1, 2015 |
Happy New Year boys. I love you and I so wish you were here.| Mama | Merry Christmas Boys 12/24/2014 | December 24, 2014 |
| Mama | Wave of Lights 12/14/2014 | December 14, 2014 |
| Mama | Your 11th Angel Day 12/1/2014 | December 1, 2014 |
Remembering you B.J. I love you and miss you more than words can say.
Bobby Jack Outlaw II
May 17, 1984 - December 1, 2003
You ask me how I'm doing,
I answer with "I'm fine."
What I'd really like to say though,
Is I think I've lost my mind.
Won't you take a moment
To see my hurt and pain?
To know my life's been shattered
And will never be the same.
I've lost someone I love so much,
It's just too hard to bare.
Is there someone to understand me?
Someone to say they care?
Will you take some time and cry with me?
Will you share in my great sorrow?
Can you somehow help me find a way
That I can face tomorrow?
Do you know that when my B.J. died
A part of me died too?
A piece of me is missing,
And I don't know what to do.
I don't expect to hear you say,
"I know just how you feel."
Just tell me that you miss him too,
And pray our hearts will heal.
Can you tell me that you're sorry,
And what he meant to you?
Somehow this burden may be lightened,
If the pain is borne by two.
© Cindy Outlaw
| Mama | Happy Thanksgiving 11/27/2014 | November 27, 2014 |
Happy Thanksgiving boys, I love you so much and oh how I wish you were here.| Cindy Outlaw | Happy 13th Birthday Johnathan 11/22/2014 | November 22, 2014 |
Happy birthday Scooty! We love you bunches.| Cindy Outlaw | Happy 13th Birthday Johnathan 11/22/2014 | November 22, 2014 |
It's hard to believe your little brother is 13 today. Time has gone so fast. I sure wish you were here to help him celebrate. Let him feel you close ok?| Mama | Angel Tree Ornaments 11/18/2014 | November 18, 2014 |
We hung your ornament tonight. Oh how I wish it weren't like this. | Mama | Lala's birthday 11/12/2014 | November 12, 2014 |
Today is Lala's birthday, I hope you boys let her feel you near.
| Mama | Sarah turned 21 today. 9/21/2014 | September 21, 2014 |
It's so hard to believe your little sister turned 21 years old today. Where has time gone. Oh how I wish you could have been here.| Mama | I faced one of my greatest fears today. 9/3/2014 | September 3, 2014 |
| Mama | Johnathan going into 7th Grade 8/25/2014 | August 25, 2014 |
Your 'lil brother started 7th grade today. Oh how I wish you were here. 