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| Mama | Wave of Lights 12/8/2013 | December 8, 2013 |
Your candles will burn bright at the Wave of Lights tonight...♥
| Mama | It's been 10 years since you left...12/1/2013 | December 1, 2013 |
You Ask Me How I'm Doing
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You ask me how I'm doing,
I answer with "I'm fine."
What I'd really like to say though,
Is I think I've lost my mind.
Won't you take a moment
To see my hurt and pain?
To know my life's been shattered
And will never be the same.
I've lost someone I love so much,
It's just too hard to bare.
Is there someone to understand me?
Someone to say they care?
Will you take some time and cry with me?
Will you share in my great sorrow?
Can you somehow help me find a way
That I can face tomorrow?
Do you know that when my B.J. died
A part of me died too?
A piece of me is missing,
And I don't know what to do.
I don't expect to hear you say,
"I know just how you feel."
Just tell me that you miss him too,
And pray our hearts will heal.
Can you tell me that you're sorry,
And what he meant to you?
Somehow this burden may be lightened,
If the pain is borne by two.
| Mama | It's been 10 years since you left...12/1/2013 | December 1, 2013 |
Completeness of a life is not measured in length only, it is measured in the deeds and commitments that give a life purpose. Your life held much purpose B.J. You may not have changed the world...but you sure changed the world for me.
Love, Mama
In loving memory of my oldest son B.J. Forever loved and missed. Never forgotten.
Bobby Jack Outlaw II
May 17, 1984 - December 1, 2003
| Mama | Happy Thanksgiving...11/28/2013 | November 28, 2013 |
Happy Thanksgiving boys, I love you and miss you so much. I so wish you were here. I lit this candle for you and it sat on the table. It had a flame for each of you boys. Sarah had to work and Kayla spent the day with David's parents. It's sad that we can't all be together for the holidays but I guess it's the way it has to be.Love, Mama
| Mama | Happy 12th Birthday Johnathan! 11/22/2013 | November 22, 2013 |
Today your little brother turned 12 years old. It's so hard to believe. I sure wish you could have been here.Love, Mama
| Mama | Ornaments 11/19/2013 | November 20, 2013 |
We got your ornaments hung on the tree in the mall last night. I'm glad we have that to do but I would still rather have you here.Love, Mama
| Mama | Lala's 26th birthday. 11/12/20013 | November 12, 2013 |
I love you boys. Thank you for sending Lala an "I love you" penny for her birthday. Oh how I wish you were here.Love, Mama
| Mama | Little Lily's 1st Birthday 9/21/2013 | September 21, 2013 |
Your bitty neice Lily turned one year old today. I sure wish you were here.Love, Mama
| Mama | Sarah's 20th Birthday 9/21/2013 | September 21, 2013 |
So hard to believe your little sister is now older than you were when you left. Oh how I wish you were here.Love, Mama
| Mama | Elijah Bug is 7 years old now...9/2/2013 | September 2, 2013 |
Your 'lil nephew Elijah Bug is 7 years old now...so hard to believe.
| Mama | Elijah Bug started 1st grade today. 8/26/2013 | September 2, 2013 |
Elijah Bug started 1st grade today...he's growing up so fast.
| Mama | Johnathan started Middle School today. 8/26/2013 | September 2, 2013 |
So hard to believe...sure wish you were here.
| Mama | Your 'lil nephew Ian is 4 years old...7/31/2013 | August 27, 2013 |
Your 'lil nephew Ian is 4 years old now...so hard to believe.
| johnathan | work | July 5, 2013 |
I rember when i was a baby when my brother B.J. would get home from work he would always put his cap on me and i would be so happy
| Mama | Johnathan's 5th Grade Promotion | May 30, 2013 |
Johnathan's 5th Grade Promotion
| Mama | Elijah Bug's Award | May 30, 2013 |
Elijah Bug's Award
| Mama | Love Notes to Heaven...♥ 5/21/2013 | May 21, 2013 |
Wayne and Buck I hope you know I love you both so much and not a day goes by that I don't miss you and long to see you. It's been so long...but I'm getting closer so don't give up on Mama. Hug your brother for me and I'll see you all as soon as I can.Love forever, Mama
| Mama | Love Notes to Heaven...♥ 5/21/2013 | May 21, 2013 |
B.J. what can Mama say that I haven't already said a million times? I love you and miss you so much. How I wish you were still here with me even though I would never try and make you come back...I just miss you so much. Keep watching for me Buddy because I'll be there as soon as I can. Hug your little brothers for me and tell them I love them. You live on in my heart and my memories and that will never change. Love forever, Mama
| Mama | Happy birthday B.J. | May 17, 2013 |
Happy birthday B.J., I love you so much. Love, Mama
| B.J., Wayne and Buck | Happy Mother's Day | May 12, 2013 |
Happy Mother's Day Mama, we love you. Love, B.J., Wayne and Buck
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