Cindy. Now that i have some peaceful time, i just want you to know that i always think about BJ and you and i always said i don't know ur pain, but that i was sure it was a great aching pain. And i hoped i would never know it. I came very close a couple of week's ago, and the pain and ache i felt was horrible. So i can't even imagine yours, i will say it has made me realize a few thing, and one of those is how bad you must really hurt, know that i am praying for GOD to give you peace. not that he let you forget that could never happen but that he send peace for you..and i want you to know i love your family i will never forget... And i alway's thinking about you on the 1st of December
And i'm sure it never get's easier