Bobby Jack Outlaw II

Cindy. Now that i have some peaceful time, i just want you to know that i always think about BJ and you and i always said i don't know ur pain, but that i was sure it was a great aching pain. And i hoped i would never know it. I came very close a couple of week's ago, and the pain and ache i felt was horrible. So i can't even imagine yours, i will say it has made me realize a few thing, and one of those is how bad you must really hurt, know that i am praying for GOD to give you peace. not that he let you forget that could never happen but that he send peace for you..and i want you to know i love your family i will never forget... And i alway's thinking about you on the 1st of December
And i'm sure it never get's easier

Here's your ornaments on the Angel Memorial tree in the Mall. We'll have our Wave of Lights around the tree in December.♥

Happy Birthday Kayla, we love you!

Love, B.J., Wayne and Buck

I'm watching and waiting boys for the day Jesus finally lets us all come live there with you. I can't wait...I miss you so much.

Love, Mama

Last week I was taking Johnathan to Brownwood for his counseling and we stopped to get gas. This brown butterfly landed on his shoe and just sat there. Then it got on his leg for a minute then the car tire. Finally Johnathan got it in his hand so I could take a picture of it. As soon as I got the picture it fluttered away. Brown butterflies are one of our signs from B.J. and it was perfect timing...Johnathan needed it.
Gotta love our sign from you B.J. Everyone always talks about these pretty little colorful butterflies that come fluttering around and I get a brown one that seems to like to peg me in the head! lol Only you B.J. The first time one came to visit I was sitting at a stop sign with my window down and it pegs me in the head and then sits on my car door for about 30 seconds before flying away. I've seen one often since then. Several times when I've been having a hard day I go outside and here comes my brown butterfly pegging me in the head and flying away. You always had such a sense of humor and it hasn't stopped. You know how to get Mama's attention don't you?
I love you so much...
Love, Mama

Hey Buddy Sister Bobbie asked me to write up something telling a little bit about you to put on your memory shelf in the Youth room. Here's what I wrote...

Bobby J. Outlaw II. (B.J.) was born on May 17, 1984 in Ft.Worth Texas. He passed away on Dec. 1, 2003 in Waco Texas at the young age of 19 yrs. He was still living at home with his family, when Jesus called him to his new home in Heaven.
B.J. was active in the church. He was part of the Praise and Worship Leaders amd was also active in the Youth Ministry. Always there, always willing to give a helping hand when needed.
B.J. has three sisters. Amanda is his older sister by one year, Kayla is three years younger than him, and then his youngest sister is Sarah who is nine years younger. B.J. has three little brothers, Wayne and Buck (twins) with him in Heaven, and his youngest brother Johnathan, who is seventeen years younger than him. Then there is his Mama and Daddy that loves him more than life itself and misses him more than words can express. B.J. was the best son, brother and friend that anyone could ever ask for. He was loved by everyone that knew him and he brought such joy to us all. Our hearts will forever be broken since the Lord called him home. He lived his life here for the Lord and now he will live his Eternal life with the Lord.
Completeness of a life is not measured in length only, it is measured in the deeds and commitments that give a life purpose.
B.J. lived, he died, and now he will live forever!

Happy 18th Birthday Sarah we love you! 

Love, B.J., Wayne and Buck

Hey Buddy it's been 23 years ago today that the church got started here. That means 23 years ago since I was filled with the Holy Ghost and was baptized in Jesus name. I'm so thankful that Brother and Sister Mullins answered the call of the Lord and came here so we could recieve salvation. That's why I have the assurance that you are in Heaven...because I know you were saved...and I am so thankful.

Love, Mama

The youth had a youth rally last night and Kayla recorded one ot the songs they did. Sarah got to be up front this time so she's easy to see in this video. I'm sure proud of her and all the youth. Tyler is the only young man doing it. He's doing great!

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fd5X6GVqg8U  

B.J. the young peoples van got broke into while on their way to congress and a lot of things were stolen. All the young people and Mark and Bobbi are alright...thank you Jesus...but Sarah just called and is crying and so upset. I know all the others ones must be too. Please ask Jesus to help them. I hate knowing Sarah is crying and I can't be there for her.

Something happened today that I thought it was sweet and wanted to share it. Today was such a tough day. Several times I wanted to post on my fb status asking for someone...to sing me a smile. (a quote off of the Jack Frost movie) I just needed a reason to smile and those words kept coming to me...but I never posted it.
Then tonight I was talking in the chat with a friend of mine name Jerry and he told me he "made good with a song today". Well I didn't have a clue what he was talking about. Then he told me it had to do with a song about Texas and asked if I knew any songs that mention Texas? I said the only one that comes to mind is The Yellow Rose of Texas. He told me that's it. He and his wife Char are working on their children's memory garden and they planted a yellow rose bush in it. I asked what that had to do with me and he said...because you're my friend and you're from Texas. It was in honor of our friendship. Aww it made me cry but it touched my heart.
Now hours later I remember what I had wanted today...for someone to sing me a smile. Do you see the connection? The song...the rose...a great friendship...made my heart smile.♥
Wasn't that the sweetest thing? Jesus has blessed me with such a wonderful friend.
Love, Mama